Head Above Water.

Hi. Yeah. I deleted all of this. I'm sorry. I really miss you. You're my best friend, and I can always count on you somehow. Even when we are in the deepest shit you are always there to help me out. You are/were my first love and I will always always always be in love with you. I can't let you go, and I don't even want to. I miss you a lot a lot. I'm really sorry for all the shit we've been through and I'm sorry I've been so horrible lately and we have barely talked and it's been really fucking hard. I miss you so much, baby. :( I don't think I can do without you because you're the only person I really will always have. Love, me. I fucking hope you know who me is.
I will always love you and i want to be your best friend because I simply cannot do without you.